Tomorrow will be practical. Argh. I don't know what to say. After yesterday i realise i still don't know some things. Can i afford to fail the 2nd time? I don't know and i don't want to think. what will be the consequences? I don't want to face. I don't want to be a goner for the rest of my life. Neighbours looking down on me Etc. The impact is very big. I don't want my mother, family members to suffer from this type of stress. People comparing their children results with mine? Why like that? I don't understand. Don't they understand that having failed my exams is already very terrible. Why they always add fuel to fire? Blaming jeremy as the reason to my failure? That's too unfair. Or, looking at me in another view? Like i'm some cheap girl or something? Like i'm going to be a mother at this age, like i can stop studying and go be a factory worker or something? PEOPLE, I'm Lynn ok? I will make a mark in my life no matter what. Just wait and see ok? This is something that i'm sure of. Hope i can stop being so stressed up. Everybody have already gone through what i am going to go through. why other people can, i cannot? I just wish i can stop having those stupid dreams. LYNN!!! Ni Yao Jia You!!! ^^
Th' LadyY
{Lynn Lim♥}
Turns 20 on oct 27 (:. UnderlineBoldItalicStrikeout
